Believing

Bear With Me…

Folks, I got a lot on my mind right now.  I’m brimming over with thoughts and I’m having a hard time turning them into words.  Coherent words, anyhow…

Can I just list my emotions right now, since I don’t trust myself to form a complete sentence?  Happy.  Excited.  Expectant (not as in preggers – NOWAYJOSE!).  Hopeful.  Content.  Peaceful.

I don’t know that I’ve ever been here before, in this particular state of mind.  I really don’t know what to do with myself.

A dear friend texted me yesterday with the most beautiful sentiment.  I am still reeling from it.  Sandwiched in between other thoughts, she said this: “There is a new light in your eyes now.”

I was blown away that she noticed something different about my physical appearance, when the only thing that has changed about me is my heart and mind.  No weight loss, no change in hair cut or color, no new clothes.

I am completely in awe that God is doing a work in my life, maybe even *with* my life, and that others can see it.

If that’s not affirmation that God is here, then I don’t know what is.  I’m excited that you are a part of my journey!

Moving forward in faith,
Nikki

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